utter shit

Sep 18, 2005 20:18

im so unbelievably lonely right now. im completely alone, all i want to do is go home and curl up in my mom's bed and be little again, but i cant go home, im here right now and its dark in my house and echoey. Theres a dinner party down the street right now, and i can hear kids and parents and plates. id really like to be somewhere else.
this crying is only making my throat hurt again, and i was supposed to be called back a few hours ago and now i feel like shit about it. because its rubbing alone all in my face. i dont know if i can take winter, how will i manage? im a wreck all of a sudden. what happened???
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