cowboy boots and breaking hearts oh shit.
'fine pewter portraits of
General Apathy and
Major Boredom singing
whatever and ever amen'
tonight is like a ticking bomb here, i asked for some boxes for my books and my mom yelled at me for asking her to conjure boxes out of the air and we all need boxes so why dont i do something about it myself instead of demanding from her.
my dad yelled becasue we asked if the modem was still connected and then yelled some more because i asked him to not scream in my ear and told me he was 'talking to your mother, and if you want to argue then wait a second and ill argue with you too'. No i just want to keep my eardrums more intact. oh and thanks for asnwering the question.
"If you want me then fucking come and find me"
we decided to have this picnic in the park (olivia, celia, others) tonight because the shakespeare co. was doing 'the abridged works of shakespeare' and they're an absolutely hysterical comedy group. so we got all this food and set up our blanket and halfway through the show it started pouring and they had to stop for fear of the 3 actors getting electrocuted. That was highly disapointing, but at least we didn't miss Othello done as a hiphop music video which was excellent, and a tranny juliet who put her apron over one of the audience members 'to do the balcony scene'.
i cant wait to get out of here the stress level in this house is so high right now, and one of the two new owners is kind of a bitch. Its all very strange to feel like im invading someone elses house when i come home at night. Or feel like im out of line when i check my answering machine and turn my music on. It doesn't bother them when we get woken up at 6 am by their horrible barking dogs for an hour, or disconnect our computer or *gasp* bogart the fridge. But anyways, not for long, plus their sort of paying my rent with the rest of the mortgage. and the other owner is quite lovely and considerate.
Bottom line, i need my own space, and wish i could just move in now.
I threw so much shit out yesterday. id like to just take my futon, pillows, clothes and camera and throw the rest out.
Otherwise, im generally a selfish heartless person and have no explanation for why. except "i do the best imitation of myself"
General Apathy and
Major Boredom singing
whatever and ever amen'
tonight is like a ticking bomb here, i asked for some boxes for my books and my mom yelled at me for asking her to conjure boxes out of the air and we all need boxes so why dont i do something about it myself instead of demanding from her.
my dad yelled becasue we asked if the modem was still connected and then yelled some more because i asked him to not scream in my ear and told me he was 'talking to your mother, and if you want to argue then wait a second and ill argue with you too'. No i just want to keep my eardrums more intact. oh and thanks for asnwering the question.
"If you want me then fucking come and find me"
we decided to have this picnic in the park (olivia, celia, others) tonight because the shakespeare co. was doing 'the abridged works of shakespeare' and they're an absolutely hysterical comedy group. so we got all this food and set up our blanket and halfway through the show it started pouring and they had to stop for fear of the 3 actors getting electrocuted. That was highly disapointing, but at least we didn't miss Othello done as a hiphop music video which was excellent, and a tranny juliet who put her apron over one of the audience members 'to do the balcony scene'.
i cant wait to get out of here the stress level in this house is so high right now, and one of the two new owners is kind of a bitch. Its all very strange to feel like im invading someone elses house when i come home at night. Or feel like im out of line when i check my answering machine and turn my music on. It doesn't bother them when we get woken up at 6 am by their horrible barking dogs for an hour, or disconnect our computer or *gasp* bogart the fridge. But anyways, not for long, plus their sort of paying my rent with the rest of the mortgage. and the other owner is quite lovely and considerate.
Bottom line, i need my own space, and wish i could just move in now.
I threw so much shit out yesterday. id like to just take my futon, pillows, clothes and camera and throw the rest out.
Otherwise, im generally a selfish heartless person and have no explanation for why. except "i do the best imitation of myself"