Feb 10, 2012 05:44
"You know if you need anything just let me know."
Other people can only be taken at their word or trusted not at all. You can't see into their hearts only into their past actions and their present ones and try to discern what their future ones will be from that. I now know that the future actions of that one person can never be trusted again.
You have and legally own something worth 1400-2300 local currency units. You have a family member who wants that object for their own children rather then letting you have it so badly that a huge fight involving the cops has already gone through once, and an apology made by this person is never meant. Especially when they offer you 500 local currency units for this object which you had not intended to use for anyone other then yourself and those you trusted. and an offer for money not all at once either but in payments which you know you would never actually see after the first one. I am So done with this. It just heaps despair on my already over burdened back. Seriously I could say something exceptionally crude but I won't. You are not my family any more and you are not worth the effort to type profanity let alone speak it with my mouth. I will love whom I love and take your share of my heart and give it to them instead. They have proved worthy not a single blood tie demanded it and yet they still have done so. YOU have not and every blood tie in the world demanded it. We are kin and all through my youth and adulthood thus far you have never lived up to those expectations. One of your children has but you and the others have not. I do not forgive you any more. I will treat all things you do and say as if someone else I knew did them who had no family member's right to forgiveness. I do not know what you were thinking? Perhaps that I was retarded enough to accept your offer? REALLY?
If you are curious the official attested value was 1436 for low end and 2211 for the upper which the object is not quite up to on levels though it would not take much to see that it was.