Dec 21, 2004 10:51
SPADE AND NUETER THATS WHAT I FUCKING NEED I NEED TO BE A FUCKING .....THING WITH OUT A SEX DRIVE BC PEOPLE SEEM TO THINK I AM A WHORE!!! HOW CAN YOU BE A WHORE WHEN YOU ARE A VIRGIN, yeah Roy you were right i havent done it but i dont care. back to my "eccentric" rantings: it so not cool man, i mean i am starting to feel like as if i am a whore, like you know in movies the one best friend that like sleeps with everyone and get drunk all the time and all the guys just look at her as basically a live blow up doll. I am starting to feel like that girl in the movie, but i havent even fucked anyone, and i havent done anything with anyone besides one boy friend thats it. Contrary to some peoples beliefes i havent even done anything with ashii that is actually sexual, like dude i dont just get intimate with anyone. At the con if there was any intimacy was agaisnt my wishes and there wasnt any it was just people messing around and having fun. but i dont know why tho right right now i feel like as if i am a whore and like as if all the guys who were at the con that i know think i am a whore and i hope i get the chance to set them straight. I get to hyper some times, i hate it after wards bc people get the wrong idea of me.