Dec 05, 2004 01:27
Hey, i know i said i wasnt going to write here anymore but i have to. i am scared, Moe is throwing away his life and no one cares. Roy doesnt do shit about it, he needs to grow some balls and help his friend. Ashii needs to grow balls and learn to tell people whatshe thinks, but she is to scared of people to be mad at her. Roy is doing a seriously piss ass job of being a friend, and not there isnt shit i can do to try and help Moe bc he doesnt want to talk to me, and if i do anything automatically i am a bitch who needs to mind her own buisness, well this shit is my buisness, he my be my ex but that is something. I care about him and i dont want him to ruin his own life. I have been doing worse in school, i am failing like 3 classes. i literally havent been doing anything. why the fuck is Moe going to throw his life aways, so many people need him and care about him, granted they arent trying to stop him bc they are scared stupid fuckers but that doesnt mean they dont care about him and love him. Honestly i miss him, but i cant see him i cant risk it. Especially since i am back with Brandon, but i dont want Moe to ruin his life. I really care about him, he is to good for the life he is creating for himself, and i am seriously scared for him. I think if i had to i would give my life to help him. i dont want him to go away.