Depressed AGAIN

Jun 13, 2006 06:13

IT SUCKS YOU ALL SUCK DIE GO TO HELL!!
okay well
we broke up
and he made me sad, so very sad with the crying and the anger and i wanted to take it back take it all back, but thats no good. Not fair to either of us.
No one wants us to be together, fuck everyone. I CAN DATE WHO I FUCKING WANT.
i am not ready, just want to have fun, i hate the lying and the pretending, it scares me. He lies to everyone, he lies to me. He lies when he tells me he doesnt lie.
Roy left my house at like 3. he helped me feel better, but reading all the old ljs, the sun is coming up and all i want to do is cry, sleep all day and just stop existing. my neck hurts.
im stupid
nothings okay
it will be one day
but not today
i need someone who will just tell me to shut up

Brigit Speak:
1)i dont know-
keep going until further notice

2)i think we should stop(insert stupid excuse here)-
STOP I DONT WANT THIS

3)your a bastard-
im bored entertain me

4)well you know mdbndfg...arg-
your pissing me off to the point where words dont describe it

5)your stupid-
you do stupid things and fucked up, heres a second chance, dont be stupid

6)i hate you-
tell me you love me

7)fuck you you bastard -
1)im depressed and trying to pretend like i am mad at you so you leave me alone or 2) You pissed me off

8)*runsaway* -
chase me i really need a hug right now
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please, remember this for future reference

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