"Best Friends"
I'm fucking tired of everyone.
EVERYONE
ESPECIALLY my "best" friends.
I'm fucking pissed, i fucking get enough shit at home.
They all make me feel like shit
the only one that doesnt
is Ashii
and even then she gets mad at me alot
bc i dont want to talk on the phone
i know she needs to talk but
i really dont want to deal with people
at least not right now
i feel bad bc i know it makes her feel bad
but what ever i guess.
I'm fucking tired of drama
I'm tired of Marggie and Gioia
treating me like crap.
Getting mad at me
literally
for nothing.
Imagine this:
Your at the mall with you "best friend" and you guys get into a fight. you walk away find some friends from school and hang out with them leaving your friend alone. the only thing she has is her ipod. later on when you are finally alone and your friend has given in she comes and sits next to you. you realize she has been cying, you ask her why she says she doesnt know. you ask her and question a little while later and she answers, but she sounds like she is giving attitude. now think about it, SHE WAS JUST FUCKING CRYING, WHO THE FUCKING DOESNT SOUND WEIRD WHEN THEY ARE TRYING TO NOT FUCKING BREAK DOWN CRYING IN FRONT OF THE FUCKING MALL!
Now Imagine this one:
Your "best friend" is at your house, you have known her since you guys were both five. You know basically EVERYTHING about each other. Your friend from down stairs comes up and asks your "bff" to go with her really fast to do something. they come back and you ask them if they were smoking, they both say no, and your "bff" looks at you like you are crazy then proceeds to ask you why you would think that. You resond "you are always asking me if i would get pissed at you if you did and asking how it is like!" and she tells you that she doesnt do that shit and even if she did she wouldnt do it at your house bc she knows it would really bother you. after she is done revealing how baffled she is by you thinking like that of her you hurt her by saying "I dont know you like that!" when in fact you have known each other since you were FIVE and you know that you know her better then anyone. You are pissed at her the rest of the night.
now readers, in these situations whom is at fault? the person CRYING and hurt, or the people who talk shit and cause that person to cry and feel like shit.
and you wonder why i dont like talking to people anymore.
btw, if you EVER tell me that we are not friends or that we never were and
expect me to forgive you later on.
FORGET IT.
fuck you go to hell.
i know how to hold a long grudge.
piss me off and i will prove it.
dont get me wrong, i will forgive you eventually if i feel like it.
but the waiting is a bitch
EVERYONE
ESPECIALLY my "best" friends.
I'm fucking pissed, i fucking get enough shit at home.
They all make me feel like shit
the only one that doesnt
is Ashii
and even then she gets mad at me alot
bc i dont want to talk on the phone
i know she needs to talk but
i really dont want to deal with people
at least not right now
i feel bad bc i know it makes her feel bad
but what ever i guess.
I'm fucking tired of drama
I'm tired of Marggie and Gioia
treating me like crap.
Getting mad at me
literally
for nothing.
Imagine this:
Your at the mall with you "best friend" and you guys get into a fight. you walk away find some friends from school and hang out with them leaving your friend alone. the only thing she has is her ipod. later on when you are finally alone and your friend has given in she comes and sits next to you. you realize she has been cying, you ask her why she says she doesnt know. you ask her and question a little while later and she answers, but she sounds like she is giving attitude. now think about it, SHE WAS JUST FUCKING CRYING, WHO THE FUCKING DOESNT SOUND WEIRD WHEN THEY ARE TRYING TO NOT FUCKING BREAK DOWN CRYING IN FRONT OF THE FUCKING MALL!
Now Imagine this one:
Your "best friend" is at your house, you have known her since you guys were both five. You know basically EVERYTHING about each other. Your friend from down stairs comes up and asks your "bff" to go with her really fast to do something. they come back and you ask them if they were smoking, they both say no, and your "bff" looks at you like you are crazy then proceeds to ask you why you would think that. You resond "you are always asking me if i would get pissed at you if you did and asking how it is like!" and she tells you that she doesnt do that shit and even if she did she wouldnt do it at your house bc she knows it would really bother you. after she is done revealing how baffled she is by you thinking like that of her you hurt her by saying "I dont know you like that!" when in fact you have known each other since you were FIVE and you know that you know her better then anyone. You are pissed at her the rest of the night.
now readers, in these situations whom is at fault? the person CRYING and hurt, or the people who talk shit and cause that person to cry and feel like shit.
and you wonder why i dont like talking to people anymore.
btw, if you EVER tell me that we are not friends or that we never were and
expect me to forgive you later on.
FORGET IT.
fuck you go to hell.
i know how to hold a long grudge.
piss me off and i will prove it.
dont get me wrong, i will forgive you eventually if i feel like it.
but the waiting is a bitch