Too much coffe makes Sam want to update things
So here I am,sitting at Rachel's,awaiting festivities to start.YAY!!!
I am doing ok.This week has been good thus far.I only worked two days this week because there is two feet of snow outside.Did I mention that for those two days I only worked for a total of 6 hours?Yeah,that made me happy as shit.
I am finally in the full on Christmas spirit.Overwhelmed with it kind of.A week ago I was ready to say fuck Christmas and get out of here for this holiday.Now I am ready,to enjoy it and be with people I get a shit about.I am still upset that mom isn't here,but I can't do anything about it.I need to stop blaming myself for what happened and finally fully accept what happened.For right now,I am going to not let this burden haunt me and enjoy the next week or so.
Hmmm,anything else worth mentioning???
I've bought a lot of porn as of lately.:)That's always a plus to life right?
I am doing ok.This week has been good thus far.I only worked two days this week because there is two feet of snow outside.Did I mention that for those two days I only worked for a total of 6 hours?Yeah,that made me happy as shit.
I am finally in the full on Christmas spirit.Overwhelmed with it kind of.A week ago I was ready to say fuck Christmas and get out of here for this holiday.Now I am ready,to enjoy it and be with people I get a shit about.I am still upset that mom isn't here,but I can't do anything about it.I need to stop blaming myself for what happened and finally fully accept what happened.For right now,I am going to not let this burden haunt me and enjoy the next week or so.
Hmmm,anything else worth mentioning???
I've bought a lot of porn as of lately.:)That's always a plus to life right?