Things really do tend to get in the way of me feeling ok

Dec 07, 2009 13:17

I just realized that this is the last week of classes until exam week.FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!
I don't know what happened to me this semester and I am not ok with it.I have been depressed for most of the semester and I am finally starting to admit it to other people.I feel like depression got worse this fall.I don't know,maybe it is because Fall was my dad's favorite season.Maybe,it was me totalling my car back in September.Maybe,it has been the fact that my Grandmother has been down my throat for a majority of this year and it has finally,fully gotten to me.Maybe,I have just really,really missed my mother these last couple of months.So,when I sit down to do anything that has to do with school,I end up just sitting and staring at either the computer screen or a bunch of papers in front of me.I have done so badly this semester,I am getting ready to just call it quits for a while.Ugh!!I hate sounding like this because it makers me sound needy and just downright fucking pathetic, but if I keep holding all of this in I am going to EXPLODE!!!

In less depressing news;me,ell,and Rachel got matching tattoo's in memory of Mom.IT says "No day but today"and it is fucking awesome.

Katie come home on Christmas eve!!!YAY!!

Fuck me,I have to get ready to go back to work.:-/
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