[Zalika] The world has exploded
(( The previous few dozen pages are full of notes, some scribbled hastily, some written more neatly. For the most part they look to be research and observations on things like fel and demonic magics, though scattered throughout is the occasional phrase or page written in seeming gibberish, along with what looks to be attempts to translate it. There's also several entries noting various bounties or mercenary jobs, but no personal entries until the very latest page. On this page, the writing is shaky, lopsided and scratchy, and the journal itself looks battered, scorched and generally abused. ))
I don't know what's going on. Last I knew I was travelling through Ashenvale on the way to another job, then I have another one of my little episodes, only this time I don't come back a few minutes later where I left, but what seems an hour or two later up in what looks like Felwood. At least, I think it's Felwood, somewhere on the western edge, but I can't tell for sure because soon after I got back the world exploded. I don't know what happened, it just started as the earth shaking, then there was a deafening, earth-shaking roar and a crazy blast of wind and water and fire and the world went insane. I'm near the edge of a cliff and I can see what I think is Darkshore, except whatever happened is -still happening- there because there's this huge whirlwind planted solidly down there, tossing rocks and trees around like straw. I just hope it doesn't move in this direction.
I don't know how I survived whatever madness that was, I almost didn't, if that tree had fallen on my HEAD instead of my arm I don't think I would've. Think my arm's broken again but I can't do anything about it except put up with it - there's nothing alive around for who knows how far, everything's dead or run away or hiding so I have nothing to -kill- to heal myself. And my dreadsteed and Thogmon have disappeared - all my demons have disappeared, I can't reach them anywhere, I can't summon anything, it's like they're just not there any more. At least I can still cast somewhat, but even my magic feels strange and unsettled and I'm having trouble focusing anyway.
I found my hearthstone in the bottom of my bag - I forgot I even had the thing - not that it matters because I can't get anything but crackling and static on the channels and it won't -work- so I can't hearth out. If I'm going to go anywhere it'll have to be on my own two feet - at least a tree didn't fall on them - but I don't know if it's safe to go, I don't know -where- to go, I don't know if I should just find shelter for now and wait for my demons to come back, or if I should get out of here as fast as possible in case the world explodes again. I'm only writing now to get my breath back and to fight off the urge to just soulstone myself and hellfire No. I've survived this long, I will keep on surviving. No matter the cost.
... I just don't know what to do.
I want to go home.
(( The next part looks like it was added later, but is still just as wobbly as the earlier writing. ))
I only just realised... they're gone. They're GONE. Shards, please let them stay gone. If nothing else good happens, just let them stay gone. I do not need any more headaches and little episodes on top of the madness that's taken over the world now.
Hellfires, my arm hurts. I NEED to find something to kill.
I wish If wishes were horses then beggars would ride. It's just you, Zee. Nobody else. Time to get moving.
I don't know what's going on. Last I knew I was travelling through Ashenvale on the way to another job, then I have another one of my little episodes, only this time I don't come back a few minutes later where I left, but what seems an hour or two later up in what looks like Felwood. At least, I think it's Felwood, somewhere on the western edge, but I can't tell for sure because soon after I got back the world exploded. I don't know what happened, it just started as the earth shaking, then there was a deafening, earth-shaking roar and a crazy blast of wind and water and fire and the world went insane. I'm near the edge of a cliff and I can see what I think is Darkshore, except whatever happened is -still happening- there because there's this huge whirlwind planted solidly down there, tossing rocks and trees around like straw. I just hope it doesn't move in this direction.
I don't know how I survived whatever madness that was, I almost didn't, if that tree had fallen on my HEAD instead of my arm I don't think I would've. Think my arm's broken again but I can't do anything about it except put up with it - there's nothing alive around for who knows how far, everything's dead or run away or hiding so I have nothing to -kill- to heal myself. And my dreadsteed and Thogmon have disappeared - all my demons have disappeared, I can't reach them anywhere, I can't summon anything, it's like they're just not there any more. At least I can still cast somewhat, but even my magic feels strange and unsettled and I'm having trouble focusing anyway.
I found my hearthstone in the bottom of my bag - I forgot I even had the thing - not that it matters because I can't get anything but crackling and static on the channels and it won't -work- so I can't hearth out. If I'm going to go anywhere it'll have to be on my own two feet - at least a tree didn't fall on them - but I don't know if it's safe to go, I don't know -where- to go, I don't know if I should just find shelter for now and wait for my demons to come back, or if I should get out of here as fast as possible in case the world explodes again. I'm only writing now to get my breath back and to fight off the urge to just soulstone myself and hellfire No. I've survived this long, I will keep on surviving. No matter the cost.
... I just don't know what to do.
I want to go home.
(( The next part looks like it was added later, but is still just as wobbly as the earlier writing. ))
I only just realised... they're gone. They're GONE. Shards, please let them stay gone. If nothing else good happens, just let them stay gone. I do not need any more headaches and little episodes on top of the madness that's taken over the world now.
Hellfires, my arm hurts. I NEED to find something to kill.
I wish If wishes were horses then beggars would ride. It's just you, Zee. Nobody else. Time to get moving.