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I hate these past few days.
About a month ago, Cory's computer broke. A few days ago his phone broke.
Today and tomorrow is jazz weekend and I'm going absolutely crazy. I haven't seen him for more than 20 minutes in probably a week, and I haven't even got to talk to him on the phone. I know Valentine's Day is lame, but seriously. He's so busy with jazz weekend, then I'm so busy with Vagina Monologues that I'm going nuts. He came over for a bit earlier to see me for Valentine's Day, and all I could do is cry because I miss him and I was so happy to see him. I know that's lame, but I can't help it. I just need these days to be over with. I'm going to the first jazz concert tonight, and since he thought I was still sick, he planned a guys night. When he saw how upset I got about not being able to see him ANOTHER day, he gave in. But now I feel bad because I don't know if he wants me to go because he really wants me there, or if he wants me to go so that I'm not upset. I feel like it's both, but I don't want to ruin his fun just because I'm being selfish. Is that selfish? I don't know.
I'm excited for Lisa to come. That should take my mind off things until this whole crazy-busy thing is over with.
About a month ago, Cory's computer broke. A few days ago his phone broke.
Today and tomorrow is jazz weekend and I'm going absolutely crazy. I haven't seen him for more than 20 minutes in probably a week, and I haven't even got to talk to him on the phone. I know Valentine's Day is lame, but seriously. He's so busy with jazz weekend, then I'm so busy with Vagina Monologues that I'm going nuts. He came over for a bit earlier to see me for Valentine's Day, and all I could do is cry because I miss him and I was so happy to see him. I know that's lame, but I can't help it. I just need these days to be over with. I'm going to the first jazz concert tonight, and since he thought I was still sick, he planned a guys night. When he saw how upset I got about not being able to see him ANOTHER day, he gave in. But now I feel bad because I don't know if he wants me to go because he really wants me there, or if he wants me to go so that I'm not upset. I feel like it's both, but I don't want to ruin his fun just because I'm being selfish. Is that selfish? I don't know.
I'm excited for Lisa to come. That should take my mind off things until this whole crazy-busy thing is over with.