i want to fall in love tonight
tonight was good. even though i didn't really do anything. lets see...today i ironed clothes for mom, went to work. worked with spigot (!) and caleb. and then took mom to the airport and drove (illegally muhaha) to the video store and rented some movies. so I'M HOME ALL ALONE THIS WEEKEND and have nothing to do because i'm a loser. without a ride anywhere. and without a license. but it's gravy. haha, all good. oh, and my brother kindly told me i look 21 (which is a lie) because i have big boobs. and if i get in trouble with the police to let them see down my shirt and i'll be fine. ...the youth of america, ho-ly smokes.
i've decided i need a massage. hehe i typed message instead of massage first. yeah, it's 3:25 in the am, give me a break here folks.
oh, and a big change on tuesday night. i like it.
i was so happy and so content tonight. <3 happy happy jessie. J. i like what's happening but i'm not sure if i should let it. or if it will last. i have different moods and i think i feel one way but i really feel another. and that doesn't make sense, but i know what i'm trying to say. and i hope that's not the case here tonight. i don't seem obvious, do i?
and i'm going to stay up all night. why you may ask? because i can. yes. and hopefully i'm going to read all of mythology because, damn, that would just be nice. i have to read mythology, the odyssey, and silas marner by september 2nd. hahaha YEAH RIGHT. hopefully mr. telfer doesn't know about spark notes. oh! we got our schedules today. and i have four (yes 4!) classes with Tiff!! yay i'm excited. and chem 2 with mike, but he said he might change his classes around. who knows? NO EMILY TO MAKE ENGLISH NOT PURE HELL! but anyways.
to end on a happy note. i love you all. and i found some old notes/letters from mollie. i miss you, we need to hang out soon. and brittany too! i haven't seen you in way too long. actually, i haven't really talked to you either, which is no good. much loveeeee.
i'd give you my hand if you'd reach out and grab it, let's walk away from this hell.
i've decided i need a massage. hehe i typed message instead of massage first. yeah, it's 3:25 in the am, give me a break here folks.
oh, and a big change on tuesday night. i like it.
i was so happy and so content tonight. <3 happy happy jessie. J. i like what's happening but i'm not sure if i should let it. or if it will last. i have different moods and i think i feel one way but i really feel another. and that doesn't make sense, but i know what i'm trying to say. and i hope that's not the case here tonight. i don't seem obvious, do i?
and i'm going to stay up all night. why you may ask? because i can. yes. and hopefully i'm going to read all of mythology because, damn, that would just be nice. i have to read mythology, the odyssey, and silas marner by september 2nd. hahaha YEAH RIGHT. hopefully mr. telfer doesn't know about spark notes. oh! we got our schedules today. and i have four (yes 4!) classes with Tiff!! yay i'm excited. and chem 2 with mike, but he said he might change his classes around. who knows? NO EMILY TO MAKE ENGLISH NOT PURE HELL! but anyways.
to end on a happy note. i love you all. and i found some old notes/letters from mollie. i miss you, we need to hang out soon. and brittany too! i haven't seen you in way too long. actually, i haven't really talked to you either, which is no good. much loveeeee.
i'd give you my hand if you'd reach out and grab it, let's walk away from this hell.