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i find it very humorous how things change. 180. as crazy as it sounds, i'll be happy to go back to school. it'll give me something to do. and something to thing about other than current things that really don't matter but i'm making them matter. just step back from everything, and it's insane how many things we think matter right now when in the long run they won't matter at all. things that in 10, even 5 years, you won't remember them. that's what gets me through the day. that everything really doesn't matter.
today i had the worst migraine and it still hasn't fully gone away. haha i swear it was the miken drill at practice that made it happen. today feels like such a waste. i went to practice, came home and showered and then fell asleep for the entire day. woke up and ate and watched tv because my head hurt and my mom wouldn't let me do anything else. then my mom rented a RUG DOCTOR to clean our carpets. haha, my family is so crazy. i need to go before my mom wakes up (again) and tells me to turn off my music and go to sleep. goodnight.
haha, i love how when i try to make someone feel bad, i end up feeling horrible for making them feel bad. i guess it kinda takes the point out of it.
oh! and i straightened my brother's hair today. he told me i need to find a boyfriend with long hair so i won't mess with his anymore. it really didn't work too well. his hair is still curly and it looked really bad. haha. fun times.
today i had the worst migraine and it still hasn't fully gone away. haha i swear it was the miken drill at practice that made it happen. today feels like such a waste. i went to practice, came home and showered and then fell asleep for the entire day. woke up and ate and watched tv because my head hurt and my mom wouldn't let me do anything else. then my mom rented a RUG DOCTOR to clean our carpets. haha, my family is so crazy. i need to go before my mom wakes up (again) and tells me to turn off my music and go to sleep. goodnight.
haha, i love how when i try to make someone feel bad, i end up feeling horrible for making them feel bad. i guess it kinda takes the point out of it.
oh! and i straightened my brother's hair today. he told me i need to find a boyfriend with long hair so i won't mess with his anymore. it really didn't work too well. his hair is still curly and it looked really bad. haha. fun times.