The Goggle Vampire Lestat....I need to get used to it.
Well, all the celebrities make the experience you make. Every celebrity get strange poems and it will told wrong things. Look what they've done with God. Jeez.
As for your confession. I doubt that there is anyone in this world who has not noticed it. ^^ I also think that makes life sometimes difficult with you. Its stressful when a person you love ignore important things. Anyway, Your statement "It was so much better to be happy." applies to many people in all kind of life. But many do not admit that they feel or think so.
And the big question "who am I?" can be only answered by yourself. Only you can find the answer to that question. But I could imagine that it is more tricky for a vampire than for a human. After all, you have this soul/spirit part of Amel, this evil, in you. So you are not completely yourself...
Yeah with he Internet age everybody knows -more or less- everything. If I would be you, I would freak out. And even more when I find out, there are indeed people who likes it. How can somebody loves books worse than Twilight? (Now I´ve said it)
Haha. I did not compare you to God. He only came in my mind first. But its very nice of you to say you are not god. We all are proud of you.
Say it! Shout it from the rooftops! Do you see what I mean? It's out there now as if it is me and yet it's not me! I'm me! I wouldn't do those things. I don't think that way. It's a theft of my soul!
It took some effort.
I have rarely faced up to the true horrors of my existence. What do they call it now? Existential dread. It is always better to be happy, for what else do we have but our experience of the world?
Of course I know what you mean. And yes, I do think the same. "Shit, now this stupid nonsense is out there...and people like it. " That makes me think why? When they know the "Old" VC why do they love this new shit? It have nothing to do with you anymore. Its it just because there is the name LESTAT in it and then nothing else matters? I dont get it.
Nah, it was a quickie. If I had more time it would have been better and nicer. ^^ But your welcome.
I wonder if I would change and grow if I would be always be happy. Of course, I prefer happiness, but I never closed my eyes to the suffering. It's one reason I work for a hospice in my free time.
Perhaps that's another reason why I feel compelled to go back to the beginning of my life. I haven't changed that much. I simply can't. That's the point of immortality! And yet, in the thieving tomes I'm someone quite, quite different who has, supposedly, changed over time.
Oh no, that's not what I mean at all. I was born with a great deal of empathy and that was exactly the problem. What good is that to me now?
Amen, brother, amen. Thats why I dont read it anymore. I dont give Ms. Rice money for that shit. The reports are enough for me. And I dont think the VC TV series will be better. Somehow I hope that the TV series will never happen. Or at least only after my death.
Without empathy life would be hell. Not only for others but you.
Yes. I know. For others, yes, but not for me. I have empathy so I can think it would be a tragedy, but should I lose my empathy I will lose the capacity to care.
Without empathy you would lose everything. And what would you get? Superficially seen, no pain. Not a good deal if you ask me. Stay connected with empathy.
"suck the passion from our bones." Ha. Sounds cool. However. I dare to say you have still a lot of fire in your heart left. I think Louis like that fire very much. ^^
Well, all the celebrities make the experience you make. Every celebrity get strange poems and it will told wrong things. Look what they've done with God. Jeez.
As for your confession. I doubt that there is anyone in this world who has not noticed it. ^^ I also think that makes life sometimes difficult with you. Its stressful when a person you love ignore important things.
Anyway, Your statement "It was so much better to be happy." applies to many people in all kind of life. But many do not admit that they feel or think so.
And the big question "who am I?" can be only answered by yourself. Only you can find the answer to that question. But I could imagine that it is more tricky for a vampire than for a human. After all, you have this soul/spirit part of Amel, this evil, in you. So you are not completely yourself...
So you think ignorance is a virtue?
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Where is my medal for powerful self realization?!
Yes. I know. Only I can answer it and I do know the answer and yet.
It was always better than pain.
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Haha. I did not compare you to God. He only came in my mind first. But its very nice of you to say you are not god. We all are proud of you.
Ok, ok.
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It took some effort.
I have rarely faced up to the true horrors of my existence. What do they call it now? Existential dread. It is always better to be happy, for what else do we have but our experience of the world?
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Of course I know what you mean. And yes, I do think the same. "Shit, now this stupid nonsense is out there...and people like it. " That makes me think why? When they know the "Old" VC why do they love this new shit? It have nothing to do with you anymore. Its it just because there is the name LESTAT in it and then nothing else matters? I dont get it.
Nah, it was a quickie. If I had more time it would have been better and nicer. ^^ But your welcome.
I wonder if I would change and grow if I would be always be happy. Of course, I prefer happiness, but I never closed my eyes to the suffering. It's one reason I work for a hospice in my free time.
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Oh no, that's not what I mean at all. I was born with a great deal of empathy and that was exactly the problem. What good is that to me now?
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Would it be better if you wouldn´t have empathy?
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What good does it do to wish it away? It's a hateful irony. But it connects me to humanity and I need that.
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Without empathy life would be hell. Not only for others but you.
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Yes. I know. For others, yes, but not for me. I have empathy so I can think it would be a tragedy, but should I lose my empathy I will lose the capacity to care.
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Without empathy you would lose everything. And what would you get? Superficially seen, no pain. Not a good deal if you ask me. Stay connected with empathy.
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