Jun 12, 2005 03:45
I dont even remember the last time i have written in this thing. So much has been going on, i am barely home, and i love it. I am always out with my baby, Drew. Tonight, he found a piece of paper written down with something i was going to surprise him with, and he seems really upset because he says he doesnt like surprises. That took about 30 minutes of me begging him to stay and in the end everything pretty much worked out ok i think. At work today, it was really fun, i like working with Drew, even though the first time got off to a bumpy start, now i love it. I love it down here, i can go to the beach whenever i want, tonight, we got chinese food and were going to go eat at the beach but the place didnt give us any siliverware so we just ended up at my house, then we went to Steak and Shake, and met up with Josh, then we went back to mi casa. I cant believe it has taken me this long, but Drew has made me completley forget about anything Robbie and I ever had. He's funny, polite, he is sensitive, and hes sooo cute. Tonight he found the plane note that jessie wrote me when i first moved down here. I couldnt help but read, about halfway through, i couldnt help myself, i just started crying, i miss it down there so much. He asked me if i wanted to be back there, my anwser was 'no' i love it down here and i think i am falling in love with him, but at the same time, i do miss my friends mroe than anyone can imagine, i will never be able to find friends like them down here, High School is gonna suck because i am really shy and they got that and they knew how to bring out a side of me which only few people usually do. It's like 3:30 in the morning, and i am really tired, so i think i am gonna go, and i am gonna start writting in here as often as possible. I miss everyone so much. MUAH!