My life....SUCKS
yesterday my mom got into a fight or something with bruce, so she bought some wine, not that wine is much but, so she brought it home and poured a glass and my bro and sis foiund it, dumped it, and called my grandmother, my grandmother came over and took my moms keys and my mom called the cops on my g-ma i tihnk and so now that she did that DSS is involved, which isnt soooooo bad, but, the worst part bout the whole thing is that i called her at 4 and talked to her for like 30 min and i asked her many times if she had done anything and she kept saying no, and so i said if she had i would find out...so i came online and my sis was talking to me and she was like i am calling you and iw as like ok, so she told me the story, how fucking gay is my mom when i get down there i am gonna have to do everytihng cause she obviously cannot handle jack shit, i am gonna do the food shopping (her money of course) pay the bills, and everything, she is not going to be allowed to leave the house unless its with ME. thats whats fucking wrong i hate her, i am 15 and i have to do hre job as a mother, and school, and sports, and a social life, and hw, and all this shit...i cant deal with sall that fucking shit, all i know is i WILL fix everything when i get down there, i am not taking this shit anymore, i dont care wtf i have to fdo but she will not do this shit anymore if i kill myself making sure my bro and sis dont get anymore fucked up than they already are...anyway, so i went to gloucester over the weelkend with sexy adrian, it was soooooo much fun, we went tubbing and went on the boat, and to the beach, and i got such a sexy 'tan' haha lol i leave on saturday, i am not very happy about that but you know what, i dont really have a choice, besides jumping off a bridge, well guess what! as fucked up as my life is, it would never be bad enough for me to do anytihng like that to myself, my brother and sister need me with them, my mom needs a babysitter, and of course that would be me. well i have a headache so i am done for now, oohh yea! adrian made me this thing, its so sexy, it made me cry!