live life. love life. fuck life.
if I had a nickel for everytime I felt this way..I'd have 5 cents. what a fucking rut.
maybe one day I wont be so withdrawn from the world.. I'll make the girls smile and impress elders...tell all my friends my secrets and be able to keep promises. I wont be so one tracked where im currently moving forward and back...and... whatever
I hate this.. whatever it is..
when you've lost your dignity its an all out war against yourself- where your own negative thoughts outweigh you 1 to nothing. nothing being the positives in you.. something liek that..not to sound cheesy.. every wall for the most helpless feelings of emotion are broken down. blowing open doors big enough for your inner demons to drive their ferrari's through and into your heart.
thats rock bottom.
maybe one day I wont be so withdrawn from the world.. I'll make the girls smile and impress elders...tell all my friends my secrets and be able to keep promises. I wont be so one tracked where im currently moving forward and back...and... whatever
I hate this.. whatever it is..
when you've lost your dignity its an all out war against yourself- where your own negative thoughts outweigh you 1 to nothing. nothing being the positives in you.. something liek that..not to sound cheesy.. every wall for the most helpless feelings of emotion are broken down. blowing open doors big enough for your inner demons to drive their ferrari's through and into your heart.
thats rock bottom.