eww chili
Wifey: haha i love enduring terribel adventures with you wife
me: hahah
11:53 AM Wifey: thats what for better of worse means to me!
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Ohh, where would I be without my little Wifey.
I think my face is sunburnt, I just went running, which I don't think is a good idea when it is 90...huum.
I did a crazy thing yesterday and biked to clifton. Its about 6 miles, which I guess isn't so bad, definately not bad if you have a road bike., which I don't.. The ride wasn't that bad until I got to clifton, then I walked my bike up a never ending hill, it was at least a mile, I thought I was going to die. I tried to bike up it, but I couldn't get enough speed. I'm glad I did it though, I think I'm going to bike to all of the food not bombs stuff, well unless they need my car for something.
I'm really excited about the charitable things I have been doing. I am organizing Theta Phi to work at Geotta Fest, and we are going to donate our stuffed animals and play with some kids. They said that last year this event raised enough money to move 3 families out of homelessness. Me and Joce joke about the sorority and being in the changing lives business, but that is changing lives for real. It will be good to give some of my sheep a new home.
Food not Bombs is going to put on something in the park next week, insteadof just a food sharing, so I'm excited to go to that.
My aunt's birthday was last night, and my sister's this past week. I have been spending more time with my family. I think its really important to spend time with family, I just need to do it more. Really, when you have no one else, you still have them. I guess, unless, you are really bad off, luckily I have my family.
I hung out with Lauren too which was good. I really feel like Lauren and I are family. Maybe we don't agree all the time, or even get along, but no matter what we really care about eachother. I think she will be a really good mom one day, as lon she she doesn't stress out too much.
Katie is on a cruise, which I assume is really nice.
It just got to be 91 and I have yet to turn the air conditioner on... I think if I Make it this summer with out the air conditioning it will be the first time since I was a little kid and dirt poor, gee.
I feel like this is getting to be a long post, but I'm really sorting out my thoughts... Going through all of the good things reminds me I haven't been a total depressed waste this past coupld of days, even though that is how I felt. Jordan called me the other night, and well I was texting someone and answered on accident. It scared me to talk to him, and then I called him last night and I felt like a total douche bag. Being heart broken is going okay though. When I was running today I almost started to cry.. I know a lot of this is me being dramatic vbecause I'm about ot start my period, but that doesn't mean that I'm not scared, or not hurt. Because I am both.