I heart Indietronica
So I ton of shit has happened and went down.
I planned this thing at achool that 200 people came to, and we had the SOC awards and APB cleaned house. Which makes me membership and work seem a little more worth while. We got best campus visibility based on how our PR has improved and I have been doing the PR all year so its good. I got elected the official Director of PR so I'm excited to actually have the title.
I had my formal for the dance. I was kind of bummed out about it at first because I was soo excited Austin was going but then he bailed. Now I'm actually glad cause I took Kyle and we had such a good time! We danced around the whole hotel. Last night me and Kyle went on an adventure around campus at 3am and danced with the manikins in the art building, sang in the giant metal box and tried onthe constumes. We always have an awesome time when we hang out. Hes probably my favorite of the boys.
I made a rash choice. I'm driving with my friend Brian out to Millersville, PA to see brand new live. it was the closest place, at 8 hours away, that wasn't sold out. It should be fun, i'm really excited. I'm only going to miss one class and they don't take attendence so its all good. Brian is one of few people that love Brand New as much as me and is willing to drive his car, worked out.
Lauren moved out, completely. Its weird to say, despite my financial situation and the stress that causes me I feel so relieved. I have actually been home more since she left. I think that the tension between us made me not want to come home, I didn't even realize it at the time. The house is, of course, a little messier but I keep up on it pretty well. My room is the worst, nothing new. I haven't talked to her much since she left. I have been super busy. Theta Phi had unity week and I was hanging out with those girls every night. I hope in the summer we hang out. Its hard for me though. I feel so disconnected from her like we have nothign in common. I don't feel a sudden loss because it seems like it has slowly been getting to this and I have let go more and more. I miss going up to Xavier and visiting. Right now I just feel uncomfortable and disconnected and I don't know what the future has in store for us.
I leave for Boulder soon. I'm kind of excited cause I miss Jordan, but then I'm worried too. We have such a weird relationship.
I can't wait for school to be out. My grades are suffering a little this semester but I will still finish the semester with a CUM GPA of at LEAST a 3.6.. so its okay I'm excited for next semester though.
I suddenly quit my job, it was making me insane. I couldn't sit there anymore, it has made me fat and depressed. I just called them and told them I couldn't work there anymore. I take my test to serve at Dewey's this sunday, I have to get a 100% and have all the toppings and stuff memorized.. sucks cause its right before finals.. but I can't be without a job its been a couple of days jobless and I'm freaking out!