I've finally gained enough feeling...to write about this.

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I've been so numb this week. It seriously has been one of the most horrible weeks of my life. Jake died on sunday. I've been blank sense..

Jake,

i want to write to you. I want to post like other people and tell you that i care and tell you that i hope you're okay..but i can't find the right words.

"There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how.."