and i can see california sun in your hair..

Jul 18, 2007 23:24

Well, the rain keeps on coming down
It feels like a flood in my head
And that road keeps on calling me
Screaming to everything lying ahead

And it's a winding road
I've been walking for a long time
I still don't know
Where it goes
And it's a long way home
I've been searching for a long time
I still have hope
I'm gonna find my way home..

everytime i hear this song, i have the urge to travel. i think i've had some kind of restlessness about me all summer.

i have the desire to pick up everything, and just go..
like on a trip of some kind..

where everything is unplanned,-poorly thought out...

i don't know if i want to be alone..or not.

for the trip, i mean.

i haven't really thought that far...like..

where i would go? who would i take with me?

would i just find my soul out there?

"And I can smell the ocean
The salt in the air"

i desire to be irresponsible.

i also desire to be spontaneaous.

maybe its the consistancy in my life right now.

i get up, go to work every day.

monday through friday...nine to four thirty.

the same boyfriend for almost all of four months..*when you think about it, longer than that..*..

which is not a bad thing..i love jake with all my heart.

i wouldn't trade him for anyone, or have our relationship be any other way..

isn't it funny how when things are going good, a person longs for spontanity...

and when things are going out of control..a person longs for a routine just so they can put their lives back in order?

ahh..

"and i want to hang out the window of your car
see how good this baby can run"..

much love
-aly
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