Jul 18, 2007 23:24
Well, the rain keeps on coming down
It feels like a flood in my head
And that road keeps on calling me
Screaming to everything lying ahead
And it's a winding road
I've been walking for a long time
I still don't know
Where it goes
And it's a long way home
I've been searching for a long time
I still have hope
I'm gonna find my way home..
everytime i hear this song, i have the urge to travel. i think i've had some kind of restlessness about me all summer.
i have the desire to pick up everything, and just go..
like on a trip of some kind..
where everything is unplanned,-poorly thought out...
i don't know if i want to be alone..or not.
for the trip, i mean.
i haven't really thought that far...like..
where i would go? who would i take with me?
would i just find my soul out there?
"And I can smell the ocean
The salt in the air"
i desire to be irresponsible.
i also desire to be spontaneaous.
maybe its the consistancy in my life right now.
i get up, go to work every day.
monday through friday...nine to four thirty.
the same boyfriend for almost all of four months..*when you think about it, longer than that..*..
which is not a bad thing..i love jake with all my heart.
i wouldn't trade him for anyone, or have our relationship be any other way..
isn't it funny how when things are going good, a person longs for spontanity...
and when things are going out of control..a person longs for a routine just so they can put their lives back in order?
ahh..
"and i want to hang out the window of your car
see how good this baby can run"..
much love
-aly