...i hate this...over thinking things...thing.
so i'm here tonight.
over analyzing everything, as usual.
i sit and wonder, why have i become so apathetic?
the things i used to care about, i really don't care about them anymore.
and things i never thought i'd care about, i do.
i feel like everything around me is changing.
i thought we all were supposed to have ourselves figured out by junior year...
but its like, everything is slowly getting flipped upside down.
including me.
but part of me, is struggeling to stay the same... keeping things as they were..
i know, i'm being so vauge.
but it really makes a lot of sense to me.
i'm totally split in half.
a part of me wants to press foreward.
a part of me wants to stay back.
part of me sees these changes and welcomes them..
...but mostly, i'm just scared.
really scared.
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^^...thats how i feel.
much love,
-aly
over analyzing everything, as usual.
i sit and wonder, why have i become so apathetic?
the things i used to care about, i really don't care about them anymore.
and things i never thought i'd care about, i do.
i feel like everything around me is changing.
i thought we all were supposed to have ourselves figured out by junior year...
but its like, everything is slowly getting flipped upside down.
including me.
but part of me, is struggeling to stay the same... keeping things as they were..
i know, i'm being so vauge.
but it really makes a lot of sense to me.
i'm totally split in half.
a part of me wants to press foreward.
a part of me wants to stay back.
part of me sees these changes and welcomes them..
...but mostly, i'm just scared.
really scared.
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^^...thats how i feel.
much love,
-aly