i really can't, no i just can't, do this on my own..

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to those reading, take this as you will..

so i surrendor-

i surrendor it all

everything you know about,everything that plays over and over and over again in the back of my mind.

i'm saying i surrendor

i give up.

take it and go..and i say that with no anger or hostility inflicted in my voice.

better yet, what i mean to say
is take it and stay

but i can't keep driving myself crazy over something you havn't fully revealed to me yet.

and then when you started to, i got scared.

you never give me more than i can handle.

but i think you gave me enough to scare me off the subject.

this is when i need you the most, when i know i can't handle something
when i know i'll just fail and fail and fail over and over and over
again.

so in my letter to you-

i say thanks
thanks for everything
thanks for all your love, and all your grace.
and when i run away from you.
you never go in the opposite direction.

thank you, jesus christ.

you keep me in check, and keep my mind set on the goals you have planned for me.

thank you.

because of you, i know i'll be okay.

I LOVE YOU

-aly

"and i need you jesus, to come to my rescue
where else can i go?
theres no other name by
which i am saved.."