i hate mind games..

[flagteamreject]

"we bit our lips
she looked out the window
rolling tiny balls of napkin paper
I played a quick game of chess
with the salt and pepper shaker
and I could see clearly
an indelible line was drawn
between what was good, what just slipped out
and what went wrong "

this is retarded.

a years worth of friendship

gone in like ten seconds.

but i dislike him so much right now
i don't even care

i won't say i hate him
because i don't
i just think hes a dumb ass
making a lot of dumb ass choices

hes being a girl.
hes being an immature girl about everything.

and gaining all the desired attention he wants.

he can damn well hate me.

that's his decision.

but to send a mutual friend to "vouch" for him...
or maybe our friend did that on his own..

i'm just glad i got out while i could,because i know
that if this is who he really is
this coldhearted, lying, deceptive person

he'd be all these things 6 months from now.

no one really is all of who they are in the first few months

when your about 4..to 6 months in
thats when you see people for who they really are..

i wish him the best. again, i don't hate him.

i'm just angry right now, i hate being interrogated.

or told that "one day he and i will be together again"

i've moved on.
and i'm happier now, than i ever was.

its just as well when he said that he didn't want to talk for a long time

its just too complex figuring out a friendship anyway.

anyway
i'm out
much love
-aly