dreams
so i think this last night was one of the weirdest nights of dreams i've had in a long while. where i start remembering things is running into shannon, and her asking me to get together later that night after she got off of work. and she worked at some restaraunt (something like the one megan rowekamp works at, and in a similar area of town) meanwhile, luke and i are in an arcade, and its one of the coolest ones ever...theres some interactive fighting game with snowboard-like things to stand on to move your character...and theres an ecco the dolphin game with a similar interface....and a virtua fighter 4 bigscreen unit...and then all of a sudden we're at a booth and eating with someone else, and then a guy next to us overhears me talking about shannon and asks me if she works at some tgi fridays place and i'm like "maybe?" and so we figure out it is her, and for some reason he goes on bitching about how the people there dont like her. and his reason was that she spent too much time chatting. (yea this dream is just going to get weirder). and so then i realise that i'm late to go pick her up from work and that she'd finished 25 minutes ago. i went to go pick her up and from this point on things get fuzzy, i dont recall much of what happened after i met up with her, i remember us chatting and being content just kinda spending time with her. so that was one dream. after that one i woke up with tiff and she left, and i went back to sleep. at which point i started dreaming almost immediately it would seem because i started dreaming all of this in like 30 minutes. first i was in school only i was in the parking lot and evan and hammond were in it, and one of them was driving and so i squished into the backseat and we started driving, only in typical evan / hammond move, we ended up going up a curb onto a hill and the van started tipping. at which point i felt myself kinda leave my own body as if i realised at that point that i was not really in the van, and by seperating myself i did not feel the impact when the van rolled. i merely watched, and when it was over i resumed as if i was normal again. at that point i can't remember much, i remember sneaking around the parking lot at night for some reason, and i remember walking in this hallway, through a halloween store, which ultimately led me to where my apartment was? yea.. i dunno these are mostly fragments i remember from longer individual stories in my dreams. at one point i ran into fong, who i thought was going back to my apartment with me, and i was glad cuz i was disoriented, but he was getting a job (which i guess the office for was nearby) and so i had to go on my own. ok new fragment. this last part i was in my bedroom. in bed, very much like i was while i was dreaming it. only my ceiling had these ornate drawings on it, with silver hearts and kinda of like old european looking artwork with like vines and leaves and i kept looking and all this silver writing became visible and i was so shocked and my breath shortened and i started trying to read it, and it was like my ceiling was like the underside of my old bunkbed, cuz i'd have girlfriends write me things, and so at first i coudln't make out the signature of the one i saw, and i thought it was shannon and then i thought it was kaisa. but then before i could figure it out these two circular drawings started rotating....like around and in and out of each other, in a hypnotizing motion and then all of a sudden when they converged perfectly i felt this shock to the back of my head and it was like i was getting electrocuted or shocked or something and all my vision went white and i felt this incredible pain for a second, and then i saw the drawings light up. and then fade. and the i felt nothing. like i couldn't move. it was at this point that i realised something had happened to my neck and i had lost my ability to sit up or move my arms more then a few inches and i was terrified. i was stuck in bed and so i tried yelling but could only manage a faint whisper. and so i reached over and tried desperately to grasp my cellphone, in hopes of calling my mother...who could come find me and hopefully help me...and so i did manage to grasp it after a while and called the house phone and she picked up and all i could manage was a faint "hhhheelp" "me" ......"hhhhhhelp" "me". and so she came down to my room and i reached out feebly for her to help me up and i felt a crack in my neck as she did and when i was finally sitting upright i could move better and felt the back of my neck where there was a protruded boney lump at the base of my neck. and at that point i could breathe better and i woke up ....and yea after that freaky nightmare i was not about to go back to sleep so i thought i'd at least write it all down.