Sep 14, 2004 05:10
why did i get up at four in the morning? oh yeah, to do my homework.
well enough of that. even if it is due today.
well, i know i have to do it, but idonwanna!!
ok, well, i will, but i needed a mental break. i mean, that sleep thing was good, but a seriously good break where i could goof off for just a minute. i can do more of that sleep thing when i get home, i guess.
well, things are better than i thought. it looks like i will get that management job....when we can afford it, which hopefully will be by next month. then i can finish learning how to do the breads and how to order food from our purveyors. and other stuff.
worried about spart, my ferret. i know he has adrenal disease, its pretty obvious. i've been trying not to think about it, but it's been awhile, and now i can't help it. i know he will need surgery, which is always a risk, and he is probably suffering a bit now...sigh...
basically adrenal disease is common in american ferret breeds. the adrenal glands are in charge of hormone growth, which in adrenal disease overproduce during middle age. these in turn can produce malignant or cancerous tumors. there is not an immediate need to undergo surgery unless other symtoms besides extreme hair loss exist (maybe, he was very aggressive with the cat lately).
so my paychecks will not be used for awhile. i need to get him this surgery, and also a new countertop, school loan payments, a payment to the school this month, ect....damn bills.
well, now i am going to finish this project. i have to.