Sun Spots
Walked around all day at taste of colorado. the best things were the turkey legs, seeing some old friends and looking at the booths. I think my face is burnt and all i can see is spots. It was fun, though.
Quarter is winding down. all i have to tell myself is that if i can suck it up and be stressed for the last weeks, then i get a break.
went down to see the family on sunday. Michelle is starting to really try and pick up her life and be more responsible. She confessed that soon, she and Jose are planning on filing for bankruptcy. sometimes you have to take drastic measures to make things better.
i have this guilty weight on my chest. My mother wrote me a check for next quarters classes. my school is not cheap, and i really dont like the fact that, despite her little money that she has, she has already paid for some of my school. i really want to take care of these things myself, but...its better to try not to be confrontational. i dont want to deal with that woman's wrath at my refusal.
it feels good to work again. to be able to be responsible for taking care of my own bills. i cannot thank keith enough for supporting me while i looked for my next project, but i feel now it's not easy for him to let go. even today, he wanted to purchase some things for me. im not sure if hes happy that i told him i wanted to pay off my own credit cards as well. and there's the issue of the scorched countertop to deal with later this month. will we ever be able to save for our house? sigh....
Quarter is winding down. all i have to tell myself is that if i can suck it up and be stressed for the last weeks, then i get a break.
went down to see the family on sunday. Michelle is starting to really try and pick up her life and be more responsible. She confessed that soon, she and Jose are planning on filing for bankruptcy. sometimes you have to take drastic measures to make things better.
i have this guilty weight on my chest. My mother wrote me a check for next quarters classes. my school is not cheap, and i really dont like the fact that, despite her little money that she has, she has already paid for some of my school. i really want to take care of these things myself, but...its better to try not to be confrontational. i dont want to deal with that woman's wrath at my refusal.
it feels good to work again. to be able to be responsible for taking care of my own bills. i cannot thank keith enough for supporting me while i looked for my next project, but i feel now it's not easy for him to let go. even today, he wanted to purchase some things for me. im not sure if hes happy that i told him i wanted to pay off my own credit cards as well. and there's the issue of the scorched countertop to deal with later this month. will we ever be able to save for our house? sigh....