Don't mean to bitch...
...but its been a really rough road these past couple weeks.
I don't pray, I am an atheist, so this sounds kind of odd, but if anyone prays out there, pray for my cat. He is seven months old and he has a blood borne parasite which has almost completely anailated his immune system. Since he had an upper respiratory infection, or the kitty cold, he was not able to build up the immune system needed to fight the parasite.Currently he has 15 red blood cells and no will to live. He constantly throws up his antibiotic medicines and most attempts to force feed him, since he will not eat on his own. We though he got better, but since DENVER DUMB FRIENDS LEAGUE gives its patients sickly animals without giving them help, and they dont give a FUCK about people's feelings, I probably will have to watch him die.
Oh, and my mother desperately needs surgery for her wrists. She can't open doors or cans anymore, but she is so FUCKING STUBBORN and she knows I will be the one to help her get up and wipe her ass, and she has too much pride.
We have spent so much money on all this SHIT the past few months, on my cat, on keith's broken tooth (which the dentist broke with his drill, then referred us to a specialist) and miscelaeous stuff, that we will never buy a house or get married, we don't have the money.
Keith wants me to ask my mother to borrow money. I know she doesn't have it, and the argument has been left to sit.
i find myself breaking down in empty places, where i can sit alone. it's hard to hide it in daylight.
just typing this feels better...
I don't pray, I am an atheist, so this sounds kind of odd, but if anyone prays out there, pray for my cat. He is seven months old and he has a blood borne parasite which has almost completely anailated his immune system. Since he had an upper respiratory infection, or the kitty cold, he was not able to build up the immune system needed to fight the parasite.Currently he has 15 red blood cells and no will to live. He constantly throws up his antibiotic medicines and most attempts to force feed him, since he will not eat on his own. We though he got better, but since DENVER DUMB FRIENDS LEAGUE gives its patients sickly animals without giving them help, and they dont give a FUCK about people's feelings, I probably will have to watch him die.
Oh, and my mother desperately needs surgery for her wrists. She can't open doors or cans anymore, but she is so FUCKING STUBBORN and she knows I will be the one to help her get up and wipe her ass, and she has too much pride.
We have spent so much money on all this SHIT the past few months, on my cat, on keith's broken tooth (which the dentist broke with his drill, then referred us to a specialist) and miscelaeous stuff, that we will never buy a house or get married, we don't have the money.
Keith wants me to ask my mother to borrow money. I know she doesn't have it, and the argument has been left to sit.
i find myself breaking down in empty places, where i can sit alone. it's hard to hide it in daylight.
just typing this feels better...