Aug 12, 2008 03:19
It's been too long again, and I know that I said that this blog wasn't gonna be about drama or anything... but I can't help it... so in the least amount of words possible, I'll explain what hah happened:
daniel, fell deep, couldn't say, pent up feelings, sudden kiss (not wit me), breakdown of my soul, tears, crying, finally admitting what I was feeling, became better friends, probably even closer, met a new guy in the process, recently bisexual, still confused, i'm very interested but the feelings aren't returned... still in love with daniel, still questioning what is it about daniel, still thinking about daniel
goodie, so I did a good job wit that.
and right now, i don't know if I wanna write anymore... I'm at a friends place and I'm totally the third wheel to 3 different couples... in a huge house... and I'm wishing that i wasn't the third wheel... to 6 friends. so I wish you were here, daniel.
But anyways, more about the dance thing later. right now, I'm gonna go, smoke a stogie, and down another beer.
love, peace and chicken grease~@!
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