neat
blah blah blah I really should have gone to summer school or at least got a summer job because i'm beyond bored bored bored. at least i'll be moving out soon and away from the madness that is my family. don't get me wrong, i love them to death. living with them can be difficult. their thing is that they can't see me moving out on my own because they are giving me everything that they think i need. true, it's very very nice not having to pay rent or for any of my things such as food, laundry, and clothes. it's also very nice not having a curfew of any type. my problem is that I feel....trapped(?).....I want to pay my own bills and such. I want to grow up. I know it's going to be hard but jesus fucking christ i can't live with my parents until i'm 30 or something. after an intense discussion with my mom, she said that they would be more than glad to help me out with rent and whatever else i needed but only to an extent. I will gladly take their help but only until i am able to take care of myself completely. maybe i'm in for a rude awakening but you know what, I am totally looking forward to it.