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HEY KIDDOS!!!
I can't believe summer is almost over. It sucks. I hate the cold weather. Anyway...guess what....tomorrow my world is going back to Florida. He's going back to the sunshine state with all the lil tan sluts and let me tell you I'm not happy bout it. It's NEVER been this good between us before. and I just know that when he goes away again at first we'll talk on the phone everynight and then it'll be once a week and then it'll be once a month and then he'll start making promises to come see me but things will always get in the way and then I'll hear that he has a girlfriend and then we'll fight and I'll tell everyone I hate him and I'll have a huge broken heart. At least I get to take him to the airport well I'm suppose to but I had already made plans with Sarah to go to Kings Island so....bestfriend....boyfriend?????????? Whatever to do?
I think my dads letting me get a car....but that'll suck b/c that'll be my whole check and I won't be able to move out. ERGH!
Last night I hung out at Evans with a hella lot of people. JANNA was there!!!!! She's like one of my bestest friends again. It was so much fun!!! We 4wheeled in the creek and got soaked. And Sarah almost threw me off going up a huge hill like 534907 miles per hour. Then after we left there we went to ny bubs and 4wheeled in the woods. That was really fun. I love my bubs!
I've come to terms that some friendships are a total waste anymore. I mean some things are just too different. And it doesn't even bother me. At first I was like hey we need to hang out because I miss our inside jokes and stupidity but now even when we do hang out it's not the same. But I'm not the one at loss there because I have a lot of friends who do have time to hang out with me.
Sarah- Thanks for being my best friend(: This summer has been "awesome"!!!! LOL. Tomorrow we goin to the mountain?????
Janna-I don't want you to go to Union....say screw college, stay here and we can wear our sweatpants and chill all winter and be failures for the rest of our lives. lol. YEah I didn't think that'd work.
Susan-J- Girl we HAVE GOT to get together. You don't have a choice. I WILL come kidnap you and don't think I won't. I miss our lil adventures.....(oh yeah Janna there's something I need to tell you.....lol.) I told Shawn I was the one who was with you that night egging his car. He wasn't mad(: lol. I guess now it doesn't matter anyway but if he asks again...he aready knows so you don't gotta keep defending me....THANKS THOUGH!
Paige-I'm always here for you. If you ever need an escape you call me and I'll drop everything. I hope you already knew that though!
DUSTIN- You're not even gone yet and I miss you. I miss you so much. I want you to know that you've changed me forever. Yeah we probably won't last not because I don't love you or not because I don't need you but because you deserve someone so much better than me. You've been by my side for the last year and a half and I've put you through so much. You've taught me what your 1st love is suppose to feel like. You've made me hurt so much less. You truely make me a better person and a happier person. I don't want to live a second without knowing that you're not going to be there. I want that white house with our triplets, Lathan, Nathan, and Mathan, lol, and I want our horses and I want our dogs and our forever. I love you.
Anyway I have to go to my neices and nephews bday party. Hope everyone's summer is going good!!!
I can't believe summer is almost over. It sucks. I hate the cold weather. Anyway...guess what....tomorrow my world is going back to Florida. He's going back to the sunshine state with all the lil tan sluts and let me tell you I'm not happy bout it. It's NEVER been this good between us before. and I just know that when he goes away again at first we'll talk on the phone everynight and then it'll be once a week and then it'll be once a month and then he'll start making promises to come see me but things will always get in the way and then I'll hear that he has a girlfriend and then we'll fight and I'll tell everyone I hate him and I'll have a huge broken heart. At least I get to take him to the airport well I'm suppose to but I had already made plans with Sarah to go to Kings Island so....bestfriend....boyfriend?????????? Whatever to do?
I think my dads letting me get a car....but that'll suck b/c that'll be my whole check and I won't be able to move out. ERGH!
Last night I hung out at Evans with a hella lot of people. JANNA was there!!!!! She's like one of my bestest friends again. It was so much fun!!! We 4wheeled in the creek and got soaked. And Sarah almost threw me off going up a huge hill like 534907 miles per hour. Then after we left there we went to ny bubs and 4wheeled in the woods. That was really fun. I love my bubs!
I've come to terms that some friendships are a total waste anymore. I mean some things are just too different. And it doesn't even bother me. At first I was like hey we need to hang out because I miss our inside jokes and stupidity but now even when we do hang out it's not the same. But I'm not the one at loss there because I have a lot of friends who do have time to hang out with me.
Sarah- Thanks for being my best friend(: This summer has been "awesome"!!!! LOL. Tomorrow we goin to the mountain?????
Janna-I don't want you to go to Union....say screw college, stay here and we can wear our sweatpants and chill all winter and be failures for the rest of our lives. lol. YEah I didn't think that'd work.
Susan-J- Girl we HAVE GOT to get together. You don't have a choice. I WILL come kidnap you and don't think I won't. I miss our lil adventures.....(oh yeah Janna there's something I need to tell you.....lol.) I told Shawn I was the one who was with you that night egging his car. He wasn't mad(: lol. I guess now it doesn't matter anyway but if he asks again...he aready knows so you don't gotta keep defending me....THANKS THOUGH!
Paige-I'm always here for you. If you ever need an escape you call me and I'll drop everything. I hope you already knew that though!
DUSTIN- You're not even gone yet and I miss you. I miss you so much. I want you to know that you've changed me forever. Yeah we probably won't last not because I don't love you or not because I don't need you but because you deserve someone so much better than me. You've been by my side for the last year and a half and I've put you through so much. You've taught me what your 1st love is suppose to feel like. You've made me hurt so much less. You truely make me a better person and a happier person. I don't want to live a second without knowing that you're not going to be there. I want that white house with our triplets, Lathan, Nathan, and Mathan, lol, and I want our horses and I want our dogs and our forever. I love you.
Anyway I have to go to my neices and nephews bday party. Hope everyone's summer is going good!!!