Jul 23, 2004 00:38
joob i love you and i am updating my live journal just for you hun...so it was fun hanging out with you tonight at Sids party beside the gayass drunk girl that every one thought was lying you can't get drunk of an inch of shit...well today was a good day intil people become dumb and just did shit out of there ass and didn't think before the act on it. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JOOB XOxoXO
i hate it when you feel like you have no one to turn to ..no one that would be there for you no matter what happen.. so you end up keeping it all inside and not doing anything about it and when it comes out it blows up in your face ten times hard then it ever would... or when you need someone to listen to you and you are not sure if they are listening to you.. or are they just saying yea i get it ..or there is that one person that gets you so good but there is something inside of you that is not so sure with the whole thing that you can tell if it is for real or not for real..i have to much shit in my head to even now where to start and the fact that i don't know where to start just makes me put it off more and more... and yea that is not good either but it is better then thinking about it ..and then everyone else shit... but i listen to them well it depends on who it is...that is mean but very true..
well thank to jessie becasuse she helped me out today about 5 minutes but i need it really bad ..and i thank you very much for being there for me when i needed you and yea there is more people that have been there for me ... and i thank you very much too