easy to believe

[fjtbc]

shouldnt jump to conclusions.....but it makes alot of fucking sense. That is what i though happened all along. You can not handle being off your medication. you are crazy, you acted in a way i never though you were capable of but then again..... you are crazy, the medicine leveled you out made you the person that i fell in love with, but if you are off of it then.........
it doesnt matter.
none of those two years mattered
none of your promises mattered
the emotions are forgotten
i wasted my fucking time
i should have moved to utah when i first fucking planned it

WOMEN ARE FUCKING DONE

i have been the nice guy for years but no more

WOMEN ARE FUCKING DONE

From now on only what I WANT matters
Never again will i give my heart away
never again will i bother to trust
never again will i open myself up to this kind of abuse
i have been treated in ways that i would NEVER treat someone i even REMOTELY care about
and not just by you
damn near every girl i have let close to my heart
has ripped it to pieces, revelled in my pain, and made me choke on my own jelousy

im glad i left
i would have killed him
but im gald he came in
because i could have made a horrible mistake
i spent time shopping for WEDDING RINGS
i have no more tears
just a giant neverending hole in the fabric of my soul

its over. there will be no recovery

love, for jack...........is dead