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Its only cries when I want it to rain...
These things I try to understand, that I cant, that I try...
and I try and try until I want to cry
But I cant.
She took that part of me years ago, that ability to cry when I needed to.
She was the only one I ever cried in front of...
I wish she would return that back to me.
Because, this frustration, this ever enduring ache of a pain in my heart...
Its not going away, and I dont think it will anytime soon.
It kills me to feel again... so much that I wish I couldnt.
Like a few months ago when all I could do was long and pine...
Now... Im longing for something entirely different
But still the same.
And I will try an try and try some more...
maybe tonight I will cry
and cry and cry till I wont be able to cry anymore.
These things I try to understand, that I cant, that I try...
and I try and try until I want to cry
But I cant.
She took that part of me years ago, that ability to cry when I needed to.
She was the only one I ever cried in front of...
I wish she would return that back to me.
Because, this frustration, this ever enduring ache of a pain in my heart...
Its not going away, and I dont think it will anytime soon.
It kills me to feel again... so much that I wish I couldnt.
Like a few months ago when all I could do was long and pine...
Now... Im longing for something entirely different
But still the same.
And I will try an try and try some more...
maybe tonight I will cry
and cry and cry till I wont be able to cry anymore.