Apr 04, 2005 08:30
Nothing like being wide awake after a night full of nightmares about infidelity and hopelessness.
I swear, these were the worst dreams that I have had in ages. Maybe because I dont want to lose what I have, and (shakes head).
Dreams like that make me doubt myself, and things are going too damned good right now to do that.
Ive never been one to put faith in my dreams, and I am not starting now. They are like movies, and this was one that was starring me, and was scaring the shit out of me.
On other news...
She is still amazing. My ex called me the other night drunk off of her ass. I need to tell her that I do not feel comfortable talking to her anymore. She was dropping hints that she wanted to get back, and I was dropping Shelly Bombs all over her. I think she got the hint that I was interested STRONGLY in Shelly, and not in her.
Met the rest of Shellys family, they are really awesome.
I need to go to work now.