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I dont really have anything to report.
work is fine, friends are fine, weather is fine. I have a schedule, a routine, good friends, great evenings, delicious food, various substances. I am watching a lot of planet earth, seeing a lot of kat, sweating like its my job.
I want megan to come home, I want to move back to columbus (sometimes.) I feel like im in limbo. I only have about a month left. everything seems disposable. I started packing up books to slowly send home.
I hung out with michael davis. he is so pretty.
Im getting more and more nervous as I think about ohio. I cant pinpoint exactly what freaks me out so badly but I've been anxious for weeks. Im literally scaring myself skinny, I am not eating as well as I should, I dont sleep as much as I'd like. I feel like I have to prove something to everybody.
Im glad orla is home! chelsea has a week left of being a teenager. amanda has a couple weeks left before she is 21. ugh, we are getting old.
work is fine, friends are fine, weather is fine. I have a schedule, a routine, good friends, great evenings, delicious food, various substances. I am watching a lot of planet earth, seeing a lot of kat, sweating like its my job.
I want megan to come home, I want to move back to columbus (sometimes.) I feel like im in limbo. I only have about a month left. everything seems disposable. I started packing up books to slowly send home.
I hung out with michael davis. he is so pretty.
Im getting more and more nervous as I think about ohio. I cant pinpoint exactly what freaks me out so badly but I've been anxious for weeks. Im literally scaring myself skinny, I am not eating as well as I should, I dont sleep as much as I'd like. I feel like I have to prove something to everybody.
Im glad orla is home! chelsea has a week left of being a teenager. amanda has a couple weeks left before she is 21. ugh, we are getting old.