Nov 03, 2005 22:07
I'm currently at a loss for words.
Basically, I hope this was an eye opening event for you.
I know it was for your family, your friends, me.
Maybe you will realize that your decisions affect others.
It's quite self centered and selfish of you to do that.
Not to mention stupid as fuck.
And you know, I'm not even that upset about the other things.
I guess I just didn't want things to be this way.
We don't even talk anymore, and you wont be able to anyways.
Sometimes I think about you and I want to just change you.
Make it so you don't do these things.
Something inside of you is broken, I can see that.
I just want to be able to fix you;
That way you wont have to do things like this to fill that
space of lonliness and abandonment you feel.
I know your upset at the rest of the world.
But realize that people do care about you.
I care about you, for one.
There's more to life then what you are living.
Your in my thoughts. <3