yeah.. ok then.. sure.. whatver.. riiiight
well, mom just called and said she spoke to the landlord who told her he already filed the eviction papers.. and then she informed me that the process server will be comming, but i do not have to open the door, just wait till he leaves then go get whatver the hell he is dropping off. being poor suck, but i cant go get a job because then my son will end up in daycare and come home saying shit like "fo'sho" and "what up my nigga" I cant handle that.
I was supposed to get married, have a baby and be a stay at home mom.. thats all i have ever wanted to do, and no, its not cause im lazy and dont want to work. I like the idea that I can teach my son things, and know that he has learned them from me. Knowing that I havent missed anything important in his life. I like being home, it is safe to me. Noone can get in, unless they break in.. hmmm.. anyhoo.. i dont have to worry that people look at me funny for the way i dress, or what kind of shit i say, when im at home, im me.. and noone else. I like that. No worried that people are talking behind my back, or making judgements before they talk to me. I know that i dont always fit in, but who the fuck cares. Im me and to the people who matter thats good enough.. right?... right.
So yeah.. enough bitching.. God i love LJ, I can type and type and it makes me feel better, and people can just kiss my ass if they dont like it.. dont read it then...
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I was supposed to get married, have a baby and be a stay at home mom.. thats all i have ever wanted to do, and no, its not cause im lazy and dont want to work. I like the idea that I can teach my son things, and know that he has learned them from me. Knowing that I havent missed anything important in his life. I like being home, it is safe to me. Noone can get in, unless they break in.. hmmm.. anyhoo.. i dont have to worry that people look at me funny for the way i dress, or what kind of shit i say, when im at home, im me.. and noone else. I like that. No worried that people are talking behind my back, or making judgements before they talk to me. I know that i dont always fit in, but who the fuck cares. Im me and to the people who matter thats good enough.. right?... right.
So yeah.. enough bitching.. God i love LJ, I can type and type and it makes me feel better, and people can just kiss my ass if they dont like it.. dont read it then...
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