May 17, 2005 12:29
Sometimes i just feel as if i dont care. I just want to run away and start all over. new life new people....i stopped goin to school....just too far away.....i'm slowly screwing up my life. but it really doesnt phase me, thats what kinda scares me. If it doesnt phase me then why does it scare me? I keep thinking that maybe i should've stayed in Hawaii and finished school. That way i wouldn't be a year behind. I dunno, am i really happy with the way things are goin in my life? Maybe i just need to take time for myself and just figure out things...yea i think thats the best for me right now.