Bad Week...
This week has been horrible to me. I keep thinking of things that I pretty much put to the back of my mind and haven't thought about in a long time. Why now....why? Why at my most stressful time must I think of such things. It's not fair...It's not fair that I am in so much pain over this. I keep telling myself to stop, but things just fuck up even more. And I end up making people mad at me. It's just that some things were said and ever since....it's been on my mind. Everyday almost all the fucking time. When I wake up...before I go to bed and all the in betweens. **sigh** I just wish I could have porevented this from happening. WHY DIDN'T I DO ANYTHING!!? Geeze, how much more stupid can I get.