worthless sharkbait
this week has, to say the least, been really interesting. umm i usually talk alot but dont say much. i dont think ill do that anymore. to be quite honest i dont really have anything to say but im just updating for the heck of it.
i dont really no wat happened but i lost a good friendship this past week. w.e. im going out to dinner tonight, im really excited cuz its thai and its gona be good. i really havent been feeling good tho so i hope my stomach takes it well. i been waking up wit bad stomach aches and i dont eat much for breakfast or lunch. im not anorexic tho. im just not hungry. and i have a really bad feeling in my chest of anxiety, i wish it would all go away tho, my stomach can usually handle anything and this lil chest feeling is annoying and makes me nervous, not cuz of the actual thing ,but cuz of anxiety? if that makes sense at all. and i randomly see stars, literally lil lights, they look like lil stars appearing anywhere around my head and then they fade away. and i havent been sleeping well,i cant fall asleep and wen i do i have really weird dreams and it seems as tho im awake the whole time that im sleeping i dunno. i guess im not but i wake up easily. i dunno im just confused. been listenin to bright eyes nonstop tho. good stuff.
time for my guitar. bye everyone.
[edit]> the thai restaurant we went to is called Jasmine.
i dont really no wat happened but i lost a good friendship this past week. w.e. im going out to dinner tonight, im really excited cuz its thai and its gona be good. i really havent been feeling good tho so i hope my stomach takes it well. i been waking up wit bad stomach aches and i dont eat much for breakfast or lunch. im not anorexic tho. im just not hungry. and i have a really bad feeling in my chest of anxiety, i wish it would all go away tho, my stomach can usually handle anything and this lil chest feeling is annoying and makes me nervous, not cuz of the actual thing ,but cuz of anxiety? if that makes sense at all. and i randomly see stars, literally lil lights, they look like lil stars appearing anywhere around my head and then they fade away. and i havent been sleeping well,i cant fall asleep and wen i do i have really weird dreams and it seems as tho im awake the whole time that im sleeping i dunno. i guess im not but i wake up easily. i dunno im just confused. been listenin to bright eyes nonstop tho. good stuff.
time for my guitar. bye everyone.
[edit]> the thai restaurant we went to is called Jasmine.