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well hello to anyone who actually reads this! lol.
man im pure stressing. i have a sociology essay due in this thursday and i've written 2000 words of absolute pish so far. i aint even linked th paragraphs together or anythin yet. mum ses she'll read over it n help me, which means we'll sit for about 3 hours or her saying 'u cnt write that, this doesnt make sense, fiona thats not even a word, and wat does this mean?' etc etc n i'll wish i never asked for her help in the first place. i jus want a C or D. preferably a C cuz dat'llmake it better to get inna 3rd year, wchich im no even sure im gettin into. gotta get B's in psychology! ha wat a joke, espec as it relies on u writing about 10 essys this yeer, english and essay writing, was ma weakest point, part from maths, which oh yes i also gotta kinda do in ma statistics class! im fucked. part from the screwing over of the essays n work i gotta do, im a lot more settled this yeer. was almost having a nervous breakdown at the end of the summer jus thinkin bout goin back to uni. was totally dreading it, more than i've ever dreaded anythin else before! n i was gonna b all alone, no mo at the time n no sara. but im glad i went back. i made new friends, who r great, espec rachel, she's so funni n we're goin to get our ears pierced agen after our stats exam this week, lol. hope i dont chicken out. n goin bak led to me seein mo a lot more which i rele liked n reaslied how perfect he is for me etc, now we're back together n i soo happy to have him agen. stuf jus went on that was not good before we broke up, but the break did us a hell of good and now things r all sorted n we're all lovey agen n i hope it lasts ages n ages.
n we put up our christmas tree tonite! ma dad's all like 'its way too early, a week before christmas is plenty of time' etc, so tonite he was workin late n ma mum cums in n is all like 'euan wanna help me wif sumthin.....wanna get the tree up?' lol wooo! its so pretty, dad came home n wasnt so impressed, :P but we made him help put up da rest of the decorations. love christmas, makes me all warm inside, haha, how gay is dat :P think mum was more in a mood to put it up earlier than planned cu zher uncle bill dies a couple days ago. shes quite upset, i never rele him, infact da only time i remember meetin him was at his sisters, ma great aunt Liz's funeral a few yeers ago! thats them both gone to cancer now. the funeral's this thur down in dorset (dat sy i never see him). but i cnt go cuz i have an exam dat day n ma bro cnt take any more time off work so ma parents r goin. kinda glad i aint goin, funerals r jus depressing, n id have to stay wif family i dont even know or feel comfortable wif!
me n hayls r goin christmas shopping on friday too! need to get so many pressies and buy maself sum new clothes fo xmas nites out n stuf. bet i'll b shattered once dat day's over :P christmas nite out this sat in the brisbane house hotel, hope its rele good! ma boss n janette will no doubt b plastered :P lol.
hope over the holidays we have more nites out wif peeps who i dont rele see anymore. i've not been out much (i know, whod've thot eh? lol) cuz i've so much uni stuf to do its not even funni n im completely and utterly skint! gonna need like £200 for shippin this fri, n no idea where its cummin from! lol.
anyhoo think dats all things of interest. hope to see everyone soon and get in mucho drinkage! (when i have money)
bye xxxxxxxxxxx
man im pure stressing. i have a sociology essay due in this thursday and i've written 2000 words of absolute pish so far. i aint even linked th paragraphs together or anythin yet. mum ses she'll read over it n help me, which means we'll sit for about 3 hours or her saying 'u cnt write that, this doesnt make sense, fiona thats not even a word, and wat does this mean?' etc etc n i'll wish i never asked for her help in the first place. i jus want a C or D. preferably a C cuz dat'llmake it better to get inna 3rd year, wchich im no even sure im gettin into. gotta get B's in psychology! ha wat a joke, espec as it relies on u writing about 10 essys this yeer, english and essay writing, was ma weakest point, part from maths, which oh yes i also gotta kinda do in ma statistics class! im fucked. part from the screwing over of the essays n work i gotta do, im a lot more settled this yeer. was almost having a nervous breakdown at the end of the summer jus thinkin bout goin back to uni. was totally dreading it, more than i've ever dreaded anythin else before! n i was gonna b all alone, no mo at the time n no sara. but im glad i went back. i made new friends, who r great, espec rachel, she's so funni n we're goin to get our ears pierced agen after our stats exam this week, lol. hope i dont chicken out. n goin bak led to me seein mo a lot more which i rele liked n reaslied how perfect he is for me etc, now we're back together n i soo happy to have him agen. stuf jus went on that was not good before we broke up, but the break did us a hell of good and now things r all sorted n we're all lovey agen n i hope it lasts ages n ages.
n we put up our christmas tree tonite! ma dad's all like 'its way too early, a week before christmas is plenty of time' etc, so tonite he was workin late n ma mum cums in n is all like 'euan wanna help me wif sumthin.....wanna get the tree up?' lol wooo! its so pretty, dad came home n wasnt so impressed, :P but we made him help put up da rest of the decorations. love christmas, makes me all warm inside, haha, how gay is dat :P think mum was more in a mood to put it up earlier than planned cu zher uncle bill dies a couple days ago. shes quite upset, i never rele him, infact da only time i remember meetin him was at his sisters, ma great aunt Liz's funeral a few yeers ago! thats them both gone to cancer now. the funeral's this thur down in dorset (dat sy i never see him). but i cnt go cuz i have an exam dat day n ma bro cnt take any more time off work so ma parents r goin. kinda glad i aint goin, funerals r jus depressing, n id have to stay wif family i dont even know or feel comfortable wif!
me n hayls r goin christmas shopping on friday too! need to get so many pressies and buy maself sum new clothes fo xmas nites out n stuf. bet i'll b shattered once dat day's over :P christmas nite out this sat in the brisbane house hotel, hope its rele good! ma boss n janette will no doubt b plastered :P lol.
hope over the holidays we have more nites out wif peeps who i dont rele see anymore. i've not been out much (i know, whod've thot eh? lol) cuz i've so much uni stuf to do its not even funni n im completely and utterly skint! gonna need like £200 for shippin this fri, n no idea where its cummin from! lol.
anyhoo think dats all things of interest. hope to see everyone soon and get in mucho drinkage! (when i have money)
bye xxxxxxxxxxx