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uh im bored in in not too good a mood!
got letter stuf 2day bout uni n ma meeting wif ma advisor n stuf. tis all soooo confoosing! i read da booklet, dont understand like any of it. went on da net to look at da catalogue n tis all jus gobbledegoop! i dont get any of it, n all this joint honours crap,how do i know wat it all meens!? grrrr! i dont even know if im pre-registered,ma dad had dat letter n was on doin it for me i think but now i dunno wat he did wif it, n he's away on holiday so i've no one to help me. rite now i rele dont wanna go to uni cnt b assed wif da hassle, n i dont understand anything, n jus wanna cry. n i dont like doin things on ma own. i know dats stupid cuz im like 18 n need 2 start bein by maself but i hate it. n now i have to go to all these meetings where i have no idea where they are, n do it all by maself, n feel like shit! uh i wanna b bak in high school havin fun! grrrrrrrrrrrr. no one else seems to ever b as confoosed n lost bout uni as i am! which makes me feel worse cuz i dont understand how every one else knows wat to do n has everythin sorted n i dont! i cnt do anythin bout it til ma parents get bak. uh this is all so fucked up! i stil dont know wat i wanna do wif ma life,y cnt i jus not b shy n go to music collage n sing! grrrrrr.its da only thing i like doin, but dont have da confidnece n guts to go for it. which is jus pathetic.
i want cheered up.
got letter stuf 2day bout uni n ma meeting wif ma advisor n stuf. tis all soooo confoosing! i read da booklet, dont understand like any of it. went on da net to look at da catalogue n tis all jus gobbledegoop! i dont get any of it, n all this joint honours crap,how do i know wat it all meens!? grrrr! i dont even know if im pre-registered,ma dad had dat letter n was on doin it for me i think but now i dunno wat he did wif it, n he's away on holiday so i've no one to help me. rite now i rele dont wanna go to uni cnt b assed wif da hassle, n i dont understand anything, n jus wanna cry. n i dont like doin things on ma own. i know dats stupid cuz im like 18 n need 2 start bein by maself but i hate it. n now i have to go to all these meetings where i have no idea where they are, n do it all by maself, n feel like shit! uh i wanna b bak in high school havin fun! grrrrrrrrrrrr. no one else seems to ever b as confoosed n lost bout uni as i am! which makes me feel worse cuz i dont understand how every one else knows wat to do n has everythin sorted n i dont! i cnt do anythin bout it til ma parents get bak. uh this is all so fucked up! i stil dont know wat i wanna do wif ma life,y cnt i jus not b shy n go to music collage n sing! grrrrrr.its da only thing i like doin, but dont have da confidnece n guts to go for it. which is jus pathetic.
i want cheered up.