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Well this is my first entry as you can see. I dont really know why I made one of these things up but I guess its because lately I've seen a lot of people that I know with one, and then I got bored and decided I shall have one too. Not much in my life is going on but at the same time a lot is. It's kinda funny how that seems to happen. People around see nothing really going on with you but then you know that inside there are so many things happening that you dont know where to contain them. I guess the first thing is my best friend Kaleys,been going out with her boyfriend for over a year now and that's all great, Im happy for her, but things just aren't the same anymore. I know that they wont ever be the same due to the aging factor and our separation. We dont hang out as much but I have seemed to gather other friends to fill the void. I used to hang out with this one kid all the time but I realized, by others and my own realization, that he is only there for one thing. So you move on. This past week I've been chillin with my friend Amanda. I played volleyball with her for the past 3 years now and last club season we got really close but then it vanished once we actually started school. The reason to that lose of friendship was entirely on my part now that I look back on it. But now I think that we are going to be pretty cool friends, we have a lot in common haha you know...plus we are able to talk to each other about a lot. So thats always good to have. Kaley and I are doing a lot better now but I can't say the same for her and Kevin. I wish them the best, but I just dont want to see her get hurt.