Oct 06, 2005 01:04
Wasn't a very good night tonight. I felt (good) leaving class at night, but didn't feel up for visiting a friend on campus. Strike one. I got into a weird mood on the bus ride home, and was almost running once I stepped off the bus. Just got full of energy, like being released from the confines of a desk into the freedom of recess when you're 8 years old. But anyways, no one was home to interact with tonight, and so I didn't get the opportunity to go out drinking in my (wild) mood tonight. Strike two.
Once at home, I did what I always seem to do: stay inside. Most of the time it's only for a short while, but tonight I had a few hours that could have been better spent. Oh well. Luckily I was able to calm down a bit from any potential excitement I may have gotten myself into. Actually, 'sedated' would be a better word than calm. Watched a movie, had dinner; nothing special. Welcome to the joys of normal life. How bleh.
I often have the feeling that I will get stuck in this type of lifestyle if I'm not careful. It's only been recently though, because I'm so busy that I don't have time to recuperate (think). If I wasn't taking night classes I fear my mind would go to mush. I don't know if I would pity or be sick with myself if that happened. Let's not find out. Getting to the point, I feel like I need some new nourishment for my ever-hungry mind. My trip last year only increased the hunger I have for fresh experiences in life, and since I spend most of my week in a full time job that is definitely not intellectually stimulating, meeting some new and bright people seems like a golden ticket. Now if only things could happen on they're own...
What else can I write about? Nothing tonight, I'm afraid. Too late, and the sleep I put off in class is catching up with me. Just as well, I'm not really in the mood to express anything groundbreaking or theoretical tonight. Goodnight.