Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas

Nov 20, 2009 19:58

I booked my flight and getting anxiously excited. This anticipation is the BEST kind of anxiety.

The first day sex is the best sex you'll ever get, and the last day sex is the sex that's never good enough. The 2 hr flight home never feels as short as 2 hours, but rather like 12. The last final exam never feels as important as your first final exam. The last month before December never seems to go fast enough.

I want to go home. Home is where your heart lies. And it seems never close enough.

I've been planning christmas presents for a some time now. So many friends and such tight budget. It is taking much research and effort. After much consideration, i am getting LB's grandfather who's always been so generous(and surprisingly funny)his favorite song, You're My Sunshine LP record album which is $10 - Jimmie Davis's greatest hits. I am proud of myself. i'm getting LB's mother a Spongebob key blank. As for everyone else, i have absolutely NO idea, including my Lover Boy. Please help me.

I've been listening to Christmas music lately. Most of them are jazz - Billie Holiday, Glenn Miller orchester/band, Sinatra, Ella Fitzgerald. Then some covers - Coldplay's "Have yourself a merry little christmas", Sheryl Crow's "I'll be Home for Christmas", and U2's "Baby, Please Come Home". The weather's been cold, and these music is really worsening the anticipation towards winter break.

I want my winter coats. Snow. Brownies. Snow fights. Snowmen. Presents under the Christmas tree. Holiday sales. Christmas music. Bone-chilling cold. Being able to see your breath. Gloves and scarves. Skidding. Cocoa. Ramen. Over blowing heater. Being in the same bed as my Lover Boy and being warm when it's freezing outside. Foggy windows. Cold medicines. Icy roads. Taking a walk in the Wetlands on its icy path looking at the frozen creek. Hypothermia. Flu. Cold and wet hands after playing in the snow. The crispy sound it makes when you step on snow. Walking in the snow with my LB. Snow. snow. and more snow. Regrets about the year that's passed by - things I didn't achieve. Hopes about the new year coming up. Hating LB for not getting me jewelry for christmas. Loving to hate. Sharing all things i love about winter with the person i love the most.

What are you looking forward to?
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