new doo

[fixt_conspiracy]

ok, i have a new lj....fixt_conspiracy so add it. have you ever felt, catipolted into a lonley/sad feeling. and you dont know why? i cant explain it. im happy. i just cant explain it. and some things, make me uncomfprtable, and bothered. against all reason. o well, wut ever, ever, ever. i used to do things that were "bad". not drugs, but still, and i stoped. and now, i feel kinda lonely w/o it. well, that was vague, but it felt good to get off my chest.

pulseting
secret
feeling better
do it
alone
touch it
feel safe
get caught
feel....
uneased
no longer secure
which what was great and holy
is now a sin
and live with my self
with out my secret
caught
my paulsating secret
my heart felt
sorrow
my paulsating secret
i miss you

well, i love you all. im happy, dont worry.
p.s i love you baby