may 18 2004 tuesday

[fixt_conspiracy]

l ast night was the concert except for the bands i had a crappy time. i really like strata and finger 11, but tim and i left b4 trapt, im sorry babe. my leg still hurts from last night. i dunno, im not trying to mke this a sob stry, its not so dont think im trying to make anyone feel w/e (if it comes off that way) but, i felt so alone and out of place susana and jessica had themselves with all the ppl they knew and tim was talking to jason and, knew ppl to, i dont know, i felt like i really didnt belong t here, at all. but, w/e th bands were fun. i hate pop punks by the way. well, after my baby made me feel so much better, we spent SO much money on gas, and ticket parking and what not, but than tim took me to In and OUt and i got a cheese burger and frys a nd yummy lemonade, than we went to block buster and saw luisa working, and tim bought red dragon, i think and dumb and dumber, when we got to his house, we tried watching dirty work, but i was so freakin tired. than like when we started to sleep susana ca lled and we still had her back pack, and after tim hung up he was like, i feel so bad, i wish i cld give it to her i feel so bad. any way he eventually brought it the next mornin and took a shower than woke me up 5 minutes b4 skool started i was sooo tire d. i still am. an grumpy i hate school im such a fuck tard up. yup thats all i suppose

im suppose to see mean girls this week with ryan, we better, grrr *shakes fist*

i love you baby:) :)

ciau for now. love
nicole

ps. san fransico has those old 50s drive in restaurnts!!!! i so wanna gon{