35th.

[fixmyresolve]

Okay, this is gonna be pretty long-- no, really long. But, I guess it's only fair that I try to go over what I know, especially for you guys - Sheena, Professor, Emil. Can't promise I'll get everything right, but I'll give it a shot

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[catslooklikeme]

...wow, your life back home was definitely not boring, Lloyd...

[shoukanjutsu]

Hm. . . . I'm not sure what to say to this, Lloyd. But whatever the purpose of your journey, you clearly succeeded somehow in restoring balance to the world -- There is only one in my time. Aselia. Tethe'alla and Sylvarant are the names of our moons, perhaps in rememberance of the time when the worlds were split.

Your conflict with Yggdrasil may have been resolved if you chose to name the tree after your enemy.

And regardless of what may have happened, Colette is fine. You remember it as such -- And she was here, as well, wasn't she?

I think you can trust that everything worked out in the end.

[fixmyresolve]

Yeaaah... I dunno. Maybe there's only one now, but there were definitely two before.

I--! I mean, I can't even think it! That guy's the leader of the Desians. He's made countless people suffer, and-- for what? What good could possibly come out of hurting innocent people? They never did anything wrong.

And yeah, but--!! ...it's not good enough! Even if things turned out okay in the end, there's still all those other people and all those memories in between. Colette might be okay, but what about all my other friends, and all the folks we met along the way? The worlds might have been saved, but if I had to do something terrible in order to save them, it doesn't make it right.

Ach! I just noticed I screwed up! >_< Really sorry, Nall.

[shoukanjutsu]

I'm sure you understand this already, Lloyd, but it's pointless to dwell on the matter. These are memories. They've already happened. What's worse, they're often remembered in a manner so as to veil the truth of the matter or to induce an emotional response.

Whatever wrong actions you may have taken, it's likely that you've already suffered the consequences for your actions in reality. Don't punish yourself again.

No worries, dude.

[fixmyresolve]

I know, but, it makes it really hard to fix things when I dunno what I did wrong.

I feel bad just sitting around thinking 'Oh, hey, this happened already! Guess I'll just goof around until I remember the rest!'

I mean, if I owe someone an apology, I wanna apologize. If I'm not strong enough, I wanna get stronger. If there's anything I can do to make things better, I'd like to try doing that, even if I screw it up.

[shoukanjutsu]

That's a good attitude, Lloyd. Just don't beat yourself up too much.

[fixmyresolve]

Hey, I won't. If I did, it'd be like giving up.

[fixmyresolve]

Heh. I really hope I never called it that.

[catslooklikeme]

Sorry I oversimplified things... it's just that that was a lot of info all at once.

...You're reall tough, Lloyd.

[fixmyresolve]

Huh? No, don't worry about it! It's all pretty crazy. Confusing, anyway. Heh, this place sure likes making things complicated.

And I wouldn't say so. I mean, I don't feel like I am. Just trying to do what feels right, I guess.

[catslooklikeme]

Well, there's no arguing with that point...

I would. You've gone through a lot and yet you're always trying to stay positive and keep everyone cheerful. That's some incredible inner strength, buddy.

[fixmyresolve]

It's not really that incredible. Everything would be a whole lot worse if all my friends were bummed out, that's all. 'Sides, I owe them that much.