#300

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Heartache

Its like being dunked headfirst underwater - you don't expect anything and then it consumes you whole.

I try to swim against the current but it takes me too far away to places i've never been and things i don't want to feel

And then i go underwater.

I am drowning i cannot breathe my chest feels tight and i just lose all function and form

I snapped my anchor necklace into half last year and you said "its okay, im your anchor anyway" and you gave me a new necklace for my birthday

I wore you around my neck but
It feels like a noose now
I'm chained to the past
I cant breathe anymore it hurts

This pain is no longer psychological